I'm pretty hard on my muses, they've fled.
...it's time to appease them. To create a place that they feel comfortable, where we can grow a mutual relationship reaffirmed in respect.
Not going to lie, I probably enjoy throwing difficult sketches away in crumpled balls screaming; "You don't want to shape up?!!? Do you know how many pieces of paper I've thrown away in my day?!!? You want to join them?"